Hazy

Lately I don't feel as close to God as I used to be. I am not giving Him my full attention, my time, my days, all of me. I've learned the internal battles and enemy attacks get harder when you're not constantly seeking Him. Speaking with him and meditating on His word. I need to focus on Him and soak up His word. I've made excuses such as I have a lot going on, but that shouldn't be. 

God should not be a small part of my life He should BE my life.He gave his life for me and all He asks for in return is all of me. When I am far from God I feel things go Hazy. I lose myself, my direction, my joy, my excitement of life, all that God has placed in me. Not just for this New Year but for all the years to come I will make sure I am constantly speaking to God and reading the word. I am going to seek him with my whole heart and expect Him to use me like never before.